Date: Wednesday, November 22, 2023.
Sun Phase: Setting.
Moon Phase: Waxing Gibbous at 73% Illumination in Aries.
Mansion of the Moon: #1, Al Sharatain, which means “the two signs.” In the Tropical Zodiac, Lunar Mansion 1 extends from 0° Aries to 12°51’22″ Aries.
Planetary Day: Day of Mercury.
Planetary Hour: Starting in the Hour of the Sun, Ending in the Hour of Venus.
Activities: Rite of Purification by Water (Ritual Bath), Tarot Divination, Opening Temple, Golden Dawn Phase of Rituals (Rite of Bringing Down the Light, Qabalistic Cross, Analysis of the Keyword, Invocation of GD and RR et AC Current), Solomonic and Hoodoo Phase of Rituals (Candle Magic, Invocation, Astral Work, work with Spirits), Temple Closing.
I began today’s work with ritual bathing and use of my Hoodoo formula for Cleansing and Protection Soap. The Moon was waxing and Direct, in a good place for magical Operations. I donned my Solomonic robe, Lion Belt, Rosicrucian stole, Jerusalem tallit, Abramelin Crown, and consecrated Cross and entered the Temple.
A friend came to me in a desperate state today, saying that she was suffering from both significant emotional distress and physical symptoms that made her feel unable to breathe. She also reported feeling very uncomfortable in her home and having suicidal thoughts. I first advised her to go see a doctor. She said that she had done so and they had been unable to find a physical cause for her breathing problems. She had taken an SSRI to help with her depressive ideations, but it was not enough. She continued to have significant suicidal ideations — thankfully, with no current plan or timeline — but still disturbing to her. She told me that she was “praying for God to keep me sane because I’m totally mentally ruined and had a nervous breakdown…”
From time to time, I try to help out a friend in need in a situation like this as part of the fulfillment of my Second Order Rosicrucian commitment to “heal the sick, and that gratis.” In the past, this same friend had come to me asking for guidance and had almost always completely disregarded the advice given to resolve her magical problems. This resulted in her situation getting increasingly worse. As she was particularly desperate and panicking today and needed an urgent solution, I agreed to do some magical work to help her myself as best I could with my limited ability.
She consented for me to first do a divination to attempt to ensure that I was correctly understanding the situation before intervening. I gave water Offerings and Incense to the Divine in the name and honour of all of the Spirits in my Spiritual Court including my Ancestors, certain Saints, 9 Archangels, and the 7 Olympic Spirits. I then sat down in the Temple and prayed over the cards while shuffling and asking the question “What can X and I do to help improve her physical and spiritual situation?”
The Tarot cards provided the following spread:
To me, the cards told the following story: Out of despair, suffering, disappointment, and feelings of abandonment (Eight of Cups), my friend had listened to a series of magicians who gave her poor and reckless advice, often with ulterior motives (Three of Cups Reversed). I got the sense that one of these was a man who was draining her. She had reached out to them in the hopes of getting some illumination, insight, vitality, and a positive outcome (the Sun). However, as a result, she was foolish in the negative sense (Fool Reversed), took reckless magical actions and trusted the wrong people, and was hit with injustice and the consequences of her own actions (Justice). I asked her if she had ben wronged by a man recently, given the man on the Justice card, and she confirmed that she had just gotten out of a relationship with an abusive man. She confirmed him as the man who had been draining her energies (the image I had was of a vampire, not literally, but energetically and emotionally).
As a result of all of the above, particularly her ill-advised magical actions, she had exhausted and complicated her life and, if the situation remains on its current course, will be doomed to end up completely sleepless and exhausted (Four of Swords Reversed). When I told her this point, she confirmed she was already having difficulty sleeping due to her physical issues and anxiety, as well as the feeling in her home, which was uncomfortable. When I heard her mention having difficulty breathing at night, I recommended speaking with her doctor to rule out Sleep Apnea. The key point was that she had tried many things spiritually to improve her situation, but come up completely dissatisfied and fruitless; she was also low on money and concerned about her financial dependence on her mother (Seven of Pentacles Reversed). The reversed image of the mother and child in the stained glass window on the Four of Swords Reversed suggested to me that she was also exhausted with the situation of conflict with her mother; she confirmed that this was the case.
Her Hopes and Fears card was the Devil Reversed, which, to me, suggested that she hoped to be able to break free from the chains that bind her, both spiritual and physical, and feared not being able to do so. I also asked if she had been experimenting with demonic magic, which she confirmed that she had. I asked if she had taken proper Solomonic precautions as the Fool Reversed suggested she had not; she confirmed she had not and had instead used the reckless and foolish Gallery of Magic books to conjure malevolent daimons.
The cards suggested that if she wanted to improve her situation, she would need to put a complete stop to all of her magical activities based on the bad advice and reckless ways of working and find a new direction (Chariot Reversed). This would involve having to change her belief system and adopt some new ideas, but it would be beneficial to her if she would take the time to do this proper reflection (Ace of Swords Reversed).
I then checked in with my Spiritual Court to see what could be done magically and did a clairvoyant remote viewing of her situation with her consent. I saw a heavy dark weight in her heart area, as if physically pressing down on her heart and chest. I also saw three dark Spirits in her room, but they appeared to be hiding behind a murky blue-black cloud, so I could not see them clearly. Magically, my Spirits indicated that we would need to do some cleansing and uncrossing work, some Road Opening, and some Healing. Then she would have actions to take on her side.
With her consent, I proceeded with the ritual work to try to help improve the situation. Opening the Solomonic Temple, I was guided by my Spirits to a set-up on my Tablet of Lights (Balthazar’s old method). I was guided to draw a sigil of my friend’s name at the center in the shape of a Cross. Above this, I was to draw a door opening with two doors to signify Road Opening, with light coming out of the door. I was to draw a Rose Cross at the bottom with Rays extending from it to connect with the letters of the Name Sigil. Then to draw the Sigils of Raphael and Michael from the Heptameron grimoire, diagonally, forming a kind of Triangle around my friend’s Name. I was then shown two Sigils signifying Healing and Uncrossing, which were added by Raphael and Michael’s sigils respectively. Consulting with the Spirits of Herbs and Roots, I was guided to use a combination of Mint, Comfrey and Rue for cleansing and uncrossing along with Self-Heal and Angelica for healing and reinvigoration, as well as to balance out the harsher force of the Rue. A purple candle was anointed with Van Van Oil for Road Opening and Uncrossing and the additional Herbs. An off-white candle was anointed with Healing Oil and the herbs. A central yellow candle was used to represent my friend and dressed with the Van Van and Healing Oil while pulling down the oil and herbs. The statues of Michael, Gabriel, and Raphael were placed in a Triangle around the ritual set-up. The residual herbs were sprinkled along the Triangle for manifestation and protection of my friend.
I then opened the Temple and was moved to begin with a series of Golden Dawn and RR et AC rituals with my Lotus Wand prior to the Solomonic work. These included the Rite of Bringing Down the Light, Qabalistic Cross, Analysis of the Keyword, Invocation of GD and RR et AC Current for aid in the healing work in service of another ahead. After these workings, I felt centered, calm, harmoniously grounded, and energized.
I then moved to the Solomonic and Hoodoo work. I proceeded through Conjurations of Raphael, Gabriel, and Michael and vibration of their names. When the atmosphere in the Temple began to feel noticeably lighter, more refined, vibrant, and spiritually luminous and I felt the presence of the Angels, I ceased the conjuration phase. Patchouli incense was lit and offered to the Spirits as thanks in advance for their help and to provide protection to my friend and the central friend candle was suffumigated with it. Holy Water was sprinkled and the set-up was thereby Consecrated and Purified. Crosses were drawn with the Water to link the Archangels to myself as the Operator on the heads of the statues and my own forehead. I then proceeded through Psalm recitation, multiple petitions, requests, and calling on the Angels to assist with different aspects of the work ahead, from Michael assisting with uncrossing and binding and banishing the dark Spirits I had seen in my friend’s living space, to Gabriel and Raphael helping with Road Opening, healing and physical and emotional restoration to the extent that was possible.
Van Van is an old hoodoo formula for oil, incense, sachet powders, and washing products that are designed to clear away evil, provide magical protection, open the road to new prospects, change bad luck to good, and empower amulets and charms. It is the most popular of the New Orleans or “Algiers style” hoodoo recipes.
As I had explained to my friend, with physical healing, there are no guarantees as there are many factors that shape the development of physical ailments and not all of these are in the hands of the Magician, but we can do our best to assist Nature and the Spirits at-play in a situation.
I went through a phase of singing worship and praise to God and invoking Divine Power. Then I continued to pray and invoke while ringing the Solomonic Bell of Art repeatedly and intensely around the two offered candles and in rings around the central friend candle. The lights of the candles began to swell with great power and vibrance. I then tuned in clairvoyantly and did some Astral work on the situation. I saw positive signs — the heavy ball of darkness that had been over my friend’s heart was gradually weakened, dispersed, and completely lifted. I checked with the spirits and they confirmed that this was actually the product of a curse from another magician; not a male as I suspected, but a female. So, the uncrossing was completed.
I then saw the Angels moving in on the three Spirits in the room. I began to do very forceful and severe bindings on those three spirits to support the Angels from afar. Thankfully, this process was aided by the fact that the waxing Moon was in the Mansion of Al Sharaitin in my Sun Sign of Aries; this Lunar Mansion “provides the impetus to move forward, to overcome inertia and change the status quo” as per Christopher Warnock and Agrippa says it is good for “destruction” and subduing hostile forces.
Thereafter, the miasmatic “cloud” that had been obscuring the 3 dark Spirits lifted and I saw them in more detail. The Spirits were beyond any particular form, but in my Spirit Vision, they presented as being two males and one female. The female had black long hair and wore black. She had a severe expression and had shifting quality that later became clear. One of the “male” Spirits presented as wearing red and a crown with a skull-like face. The other appeared to be wearing a blue or purple robe and thin. After the bindings were completed, I saw and felt these three Spirits being cast out of the place and sealed to be unable to return. I saw the Angels working on my friend’s sinuses, nose, and lungs, but I did not see any certain signs that this problem would be resolved like the others. After doing additional prayers and invocations, I finally thanked the Angels and closed down the Temple.
Results of the Operation:
2023-11-23: After the ritual was done, and without telling my friend anything that I had done or anything I had observed, I asked her to share how she felt while I was away doing the rituals. As she lives in another country, she shared her impressions in a message to me, sharing the following. Interestingly, she immediately mentioned that a problem in her chest and heart area — which she had never mentioned to me, but which I had observed Astrally during the ritual — was resolved as the Vision had shown it was:
“Emotionally, I feel better, warmer like there’s some healing band aid to the open hole of my chest area that was always constantly in pain and made me feel like I couldn’t breathe. I think the chest heart pain is almost gone that’s what I can highlight! I had severe heavy pain like physically hurting out of the energetic pain in the chest area… I couldn’t take a deep breath at all because of the tension. Now, the constant and deep pain that was stored in my chest by the emotional damage and mental attachments I have had for my abusive ex, the confusion and distortions about them and the relationship, are gone finally!”
Interestingly, about this same ball of dark energy over the heart that I had seen, she said “Yes, my feeling of it was as a heavy black or grey sphere of darkness that was stuck and sucking on my heart. Funny enough, I had a dream about this two weeks ago…” She had never mentioned this dream to me.
I then asked if she had been cursed by anyone to her knowledge. She confirmed that she had, by an ex-friend. She was amazed when I asked if this was a female friend, which she confirmed that it was, just as I had seen in the Spirit Vision. This friend even had a sympathetic link to use to curse her and the knowledge of how to do so; indeed, it had been confirmed that she had done so by a mutual friend. I confirmed to her that this curse had been uncrossed, which was why she felt that alleviation over the heart area. She expressed tremendous relief at this news.
Next, I asked how the space of her room felt. She said “I feel it’s improved! Before, it felt unsettling, anxious, cold, chaotic, heavy, dark, isolated, lonely all the worst things you can imagine, ugh! Now it’s settled and more harmonized like there’s some invisible cloud of protection here now. Like the crust of the darkness is dispelled and dissolved like those ads for laundry detergent…”
I told her about the three dark spirits I had seen and asked if she had dealt with a female spirit whom she felt did not wish to leave. She told me that “a few days ago, I was led to, take my photo off the wall. I had drawn the name of (the female spirit) on the back of my picture when I worked with her in the past to connect her to me. I had been told by two other magicians — some of those people who gave me bad advice from the Tarot reading — to work with her to improve my situation, but she didn’t help at all. I stopped working with her like 2 years ago, but forgot all about it until a few days ago. At that time, I started to feel like this symbol was holding me hostage almost, and I decided to burn it. I ripped the picture up and burned it, praying to Michael to free me from all her chains and crossed conditions. After that happened, I was in another state of my country and got involved in a big conflict and almost killed. I felt like she was attacking me…” I had not known about any of this before, but confirmed to her that this was the female spirit who had was now gone.
As for the other two male spirits, these were revealed to be Paimon, the 9th Spirit of the Lemegeton’s Goetia and another Goetia daimon, whose name I will not repeat, that she had called upon using Gallery of Magic methods with no Solomonic protocols, Circle, Triangle, or ritual equipment. I reminded her that this is why I told her not to mess with the Gallery of Magic materials in the first place because they are reckless, foolishly conceived in terms of safety and sound magical design, and lack the necessary Solomonic protocols to safely work these notoriously difficult spirits. Clearly, she had failed to successfully execute the License to Depart and sending away of these 2 spirits and they were basically lingering and draining her for their own amusement. She promised me that she would never use the Gallery of Magic methods again and never call Lemegeton’s Goetia spirits again as she is not able to bind and contain them safely. The good news was that they were bound and banished with the help of the 3 Archangels and Rootwork methods, so they would not bother her anymore.
Depiction of the 9th Spirit of the Lemegeton’s Goetia grimoire Paimon as a crowned figure riding a Dromedary.
Finally, however, when it came to the physical symptoms in the nose and sinuses, I had my doubts if the ritual had worked. Indeed, my friend confirmed this — she continued to feel the same dryness and stuffiness in her nose and sinuses. I reminded her that physical healing with magic is extremely difficult — quite like the other thaumaturgic domain of lottery magic. While we can shift probabilities with magic, the results are often not guaranteed, despite our and the Spirits’ best efforts and intentions. I told her that these symptoms might even worsen for a while before she sees any progress; this was predicted in the Tarot reading. However, I told her that if in doubt at all, to not hesitate to go to the hospital, especially if she feels she physically cannot breathe. She agreed and thanked me for my help.
All credit for whatever positive results we had I offer to my Spiritual Court and Ancestors, with special thanks to Archangels Michael, Gabriel, and Raphael and all glory to the Lord of the Universe. I assume no responsibility for any of these, only for whatever errors I may have made that negatively impacted the intended results of the Operation. From what I could tell, the Uncrossing, Road Opening, Deliverance, and Spiritual and Emotional aspects of the Working were all successful, but the physical healing results were at best mixed — some of the difficult breathing was improved and physical chest pain was completely eliminated, but the sinus dryness and stuffiness continue to be problems.
The mixed nature of these results, I attribute, not to the spirits, but to the limits of my own abilities and the notoriously difficult nature of physical healing magic as a whole.